I did not mean the arrogant super egos, like Trump, I dislike that sort.
I guess it is more like strong self confidence that I want. Mine is weak, to nonexistent. It's been battered down. I am not looking for sympathy, if I were I'd still be on social media sites whinging about my life.
I want the type of confidence that is strong enough to withstand criticism, bias, abandonment, shunning/ignored, and not crumble and feel worthless.
I have yet to achieve such.
At least enough so as not to feel sadness when I don't 'fit in'.
I guess it is more like strong self confidence that I want. Mine is weak, to nonexistent. It's been battered down. I am not looking for sympathy, if I were I'd still be on social media sites whinging about my life.
I want the type of confidence that is strong enough to withstand criticism, bias, abandonment, shunning/ignored, and not crumble and feel worthless.
I have yet to achieve such.
At least enough so as not to feel sadness when I don't 'fit in'.
Just something unrelated. Sort of-