This journal/blog allows expression of the inner me. Very few people who know me personally ever know this side of me. I've come to the conclusion that most people really do not want to know another person too personally. Wholly. Maybe then they would become boring. That would only happen though, if a person did not continue to grow, learn. The inner me, is different from the outer me. I have been told that the outer me either appears aloof or the total opposite, juvenile. It is just the extremely old soul (from multiple universes, that has been reincarnated many, many times, of course) inside, and the very young (to this body, on this planet, at least) soul inside trying to find some sort of balance. They rarely do. O.K., I know how to behave in public, but it is not the 'real' me. I am actually quite shy in public. I kind of try to blend in with the background like a chameleon. Go unnoticed. Be ninja-like (but without marshal arts or weapons.) I am definitely not a social butterfly. Nor a night moth. Fortunately (for the men I know) not a praying mantis nor a black widow. I guess they call it a praying mantis because of the way it holds its legs? Unless it is a pun on preying, which it does more readily than praying. Unless it is praying for successful preying. So therefore perhaps it should be a praying preying mantis. Hmmm, I wonder why I chose insects in the first place? Probably some Freudian thing no doubt. Anyway, we all are like crystals with a myriad of facets. Hopefully. Many layers of emotions, thoughts, dreams. Hopefully. We are all unique, you know, and at the same time, not so different from any other form of matter, just arranged differently. Sort of. Hey, since I am an aunt, would that make me auntie-matter (anyone who knows me extremely well, will know I have a fascination for anti-matter and black matter and many other matters. Some that matter and some that don't. Kinda like this site :)
Oh, and robots. And puppets which could be kind of like unsophisticated robots. Sort of.
Well, this has just been a random thought. I have many of them randomly.